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This is a honest account of my struggle to live as a Christian teen every day. My attempts not to lie to my parents, cheat on tests, and to trust God when I hate–err.. strongly dislike–my current situation. The music that fills my soul, the poems striking my heart. The books I enjoy, and thoughts or questions I wish to share.
I hope that this will not touch you but that it will open my heart and mind. I write these posts to help me think it through, accept the truth, and carry on. So, through Jesus Christ I pray you are touched. ~CMR~

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Fun Math Problem

HA! FUN MATH problems!!! Yeah right!!!

Bet that's what you thought... Maybe I am a nerd.. I don't know... actually, I do... I am... but anyway... ;)

Oh yeah! If you want the answer scroll WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WAYYYYYYYYY (WAY!) down!!!!!!



















































































THERE ARE 18 CUPCAKES.... EACH PERSON EATS 3.

In the End/No Turning Back Now

Yet another tune made wayyyyy before now... but hey! I've been busy! :P It was made on the 4th of January too. (just like WHY?)


In the end i'll be
The judge and executer
and in the end i'll be
The rewarder
For those who followed me
who followed me

And in the end i'll be
The one and only champion
In the end
The earth will sing!

In the end I'll be
Your one desire
In the the end there'll be
No room to change your mind

And in the end
when you see
what you missed out on
There'll be no time, no chance,
of coming back
The time is ripe
The time is now
Gotta make your decision somehow…

I made you
so you could choose
what you believe
I made you
To be my follower
But if you don’t believe

No turning back
In the end
Your choice
Ta stick with you forever…

In the end there will be
A champion
In the end you will see
The Prince of peace
And in the end
There will be
no laughter
No turning back
No turning back…

In the end I will rein
O’r all
In the end there will be
Happiness for those who believed!

In the end
I will win!
In the end
Everyone will bow
In the end
The earth will sing!!!
In the end you'll see
The earth divide!!!!

In the end
Nothing will matter anymore
You’ll have made your choice
No turning back now!

No turning back now...
nooooo...
No turning back now...
ohhhhh...
no turning back now...






Song by CMR 1-4-12

Why?

well... here is another one of my little ditties... Hehehe. Even though I am posting it today, it was made January 4th. (this year) but I never got to posting it! :O




Why try
Only to fail
Why wish
Only to bail
Why oh why
When I won't prevail
Why try only to fail?

My mom says I don't try
My dad says I'm a fool
That I should work harder in school!
But I say

My boyfriend says were through
Said I took an ego trip
Now I'm fallin through
But all I'm saying is

My BFF an I are done forever
Aparently I don't try to help her
Never ever
No
But all I am sayin is

Yeah yeah
I know what they say
Go to church
Listen up
Follow God
You'll find out
Some day!
But they don't get it
No way!

But then
Could it be worth it??
No way
Could it be perfect??
No way
Just what I'm lookin for?
NO WAY
Ya know what I say...

But could it be worth it?
Should I try it..
Lifes about desisions...
Its time to make mine!!!!
-
So I did it.
And it was worth it!
I am
I am
Going to Heaven...
—————————————————————
Why not try it?
So what if I fail?
Why not wish
Even if I bail
Why not?
I could prevail
Why not try
Even if i fail
———————————————
What have I got
To lose

Why not try it?
So what if I fail
Why not wish
Even if I bail
Why not?
I could prevail
Why not try
Even if I fail


Song by CMR 1-4-12