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This is a honest account of my struggle to live as a Christian teen every day. My attempts not to lie to my parents, cheat on tests, and to trust God when I hate–err.. strongly dislike–my current situation. The music that fills my soul, the poems striking my heart. The books I enjoy, and thoughts or questions I wish to share.
I hope that this will not touch you but that it will open my heart and mind. I write these posts to help me think it through, accept the truth, and carry on. So, through Jesus Christ I pray you are touched. ~CMR~

True Friends are....

True Friend (song)

Insults
regret
they fill up
my head

don't know
what to say
so I just
walk away

Oh how 
I hate
this game
so no more, no more will I play


The day, 
The day that I found you.
You said hey 
I just walked away...

Then came the next day... 



I knew we'd be friends,


but never thought this close
now I've got to leave. 
to leave...
I lost all hope.

HOW do I find another you?
HOW do I try to listen to
anyone who tries 
to open up my eyes...  
I walk away...
I don't say hey.

Every time, comes with a trial
every trail, comes a friend
And I know that someone is out there,
for me,
But never as good as you.





Every friend is your friend for a purpose, maybe to get you through a hard time, maybe just for every day encouragement... But I believe that our TRUE friends are NOT accidental.   They are part of your plan and you, part of theirs.  


This page is going to have (hopefully) comments from you about how to find a TRUE friend.


Alright, I know, you are going, um whatever!!!   You don't know what I am going through.   You might believe in God, but you aren't a teen!    You never had to move and leave EVERYTHING behind.    

Maybe I did...  Check out the page labeled "THE MOVE.... AND ME."

3 comments:

  1. Yeah... sorry... I am still working on 'the move... and me' page... hold in there! ;)

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  2. I am crying right now. I can't stand to think about what your going through. You don't know how much I miss you! BTW I will never find another you. Miss you sooooooooo sooooooo soooooo soooo soooo much! I hope that things get better!

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  3. The move and me is out... for all to see... for the good or the bad... ;)

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